Monday, November 28, 2005
{ 4:44 AM }
didnt blog for a rather long tim. considerable. ok..so i'll start frm sat.
sat:
went for kayaking in the morning. okies..reached there and found out we have to use the one man kayak this time. so they taught us everything all over again lor..started out with capsize drills. oh mien..ended up in that dumb man's grp. stupid..argh. and then we haf to kayak out into the sea. and i was like spinning while the others were far away. on several occassions, i wanted to gif up. whenever i spinned, i will be like," walao..y kip spinning de?" and i'll put dwn my paddle. hahaas. n whenever that dumbman sees that, he'll say,"dunt stop, quick paddle!" yea lar..and they all kip telling me to put my paddle low. but i realli cant mah. yeps. so later after lunch we had rescue. we learnt rescue. and during lunch i was like saying," today will haf thunder storm de. bcuz i watched the hk news ytd. and hk the satellite bigger then sing de mah..so more accurate!" soon it was like drizzling le lor. and when we went baq into the sea, it was cold. okies..but those instructor didnt care. and i saw lightning. and heard thunder. hahaas. i was happi bcuz ms kairahni was telling everyine that if it doesnt haf thunderstorm then muz cum find me lor..hahaas.thank god! so bcuz of the rain it all ened earlier(: muz thank me hor. everyone passed the one star and got the cert. hahaas. n tt stupid dumb man call sijia and i dunt noe who n me san1 ba1 lor..stupid. n he kip saying i kip whinning. n i dunt whine ok? hahas. ignore him lar. yay~ i passed the one star. nxt tym can go kayak le.
sun:
boring day lar. went for swimming. n i dunt wanna go de lor. bcuz it'll b all the kiddos onli mah. so nvm. n the coach will onli take care of them. so..wat's the point lar? hahaas. n he made us do the freestyle 100m with timing. n i came baq at about 2min 15 s. started a bit late. i aimed to like do it blow 2 de ok? but i failed. boohoo..muz go practise more. hahas. after that went home and slept for a while. then met mom in chinatown. after we ate our lunch then we returned home. and mom order arnold chicken. i at first wanted canadian pizza de lor..but she said it was a bit x. but i tink arnold chicken more x lor. the fries so lil.
mon:
suppose to go for the first aid course. early in the morning woke up. got ready to go to skul. and when i was walking half way, mom called me n told me that the time poseponed to 9. so stupid. luckily i was onli at the hawker center. went baq home lor. hahaas. woke up at 8.30 then walked to skul. yeps. reached the broadrick there n saw xueli, so we walked in together lor. when we reached there, we sat dwn. after a few mins, the course started. they taught us lots of things lar..like..how to check if an unconciouse patient has ani injuries which we cant see..sth like this. so diff. n when he tokked about the chopped finger, i was like..so disgusted. i almost cried. n when the other trainer said about the priothise thingy. save those that can be saved first. then those that going to die, dunt bother wasting yr time. i was like feeling so sad. life is so short. n..it's so realistic. i mean, if there's still a bit of breathe leaft, y not try first..they should save this patient. n it's sad if u r that person's kin. worse..if u see yr loved ones die in front of u. it really hurts me. that's y i cant b doctor. besides the fact that i'm scared of blood, when u see someone die bcuz u couldnt save this person, u'll feel depressed. juz like the way a vet cant save the animals. a normal person like me, or rather i as a owner who didnt take care of muncho during the period of time when he was sick cn feeling the suffering he felt, let alone a vet who'll b taking care of him. the way he turned yellow..n died during blood transfution..u see it. what'll u feel? i'm scared. i dunt wanna b a paramedic, a doc. i dunt wanna see ppl die. i dunt want. n i hope tml they'll stop tokking about blood. hahaas. disgusting thing. we did sum practicalli today. how to save someone who is choking and CPR lar. yea..n i blow until i breathless. "i'm a first aider. trust me." if me, i wont trust myself. do i look like someone that can b trusted? hahaas. i can even press the wrong bone. imagine. if anyone injured, dunt find me. if u want to make yr injury worse, then by all means, cum find me lor.. hahaa.(: *grins*